Let me start off by saying that I've been hesitant to share this. But I'm going to, and I need a gentle response because it's something very personal.
I just got off the phone with The Fertility Center for the very last time… I'm letting this sink in. There will be no more tries. No more medication orders. No more ultrasounds. No more injections. No more pregnancies.
Yes, that thought brings about tears. But also relief. And also a sense that we can move on and settle into our life with our daughter and focus on all that God wants from us. I'm not ready, nor will I probably ever divulge the details of our most recent try to have another baby and why we've decided we're done. Just know that I need hugs. And prayers. And know that I am okay. I am more than okay. I am "too blessed to be stressed". I am so okay that I just used a cheesy Christian one liner.
God is working amazing things in the Krywicki household. We have very exciting things on the horizon. Frank is working hard and things are going well for him. I am doing well at NHA and I am extremely thankful that they have worked so hard to keep me there with a schedule that works for me. We're planning to buy a house this summer. We're planning a vacation. And while I can't be sure at this point, I would be surprised if Ambrie doesn't become a big sister in some other way. Pray for us friends. And Merry Christmas.
